Yay!!! I am sooooo excited that the weekend is here! I have missed my sweet baby girl! I can't believe I just finished my 4th week back at work! I feel like it was just the other day that I went back.
Looking at Raegan though I can definitely tell how much she's changed in the last four weeks. That seems to be my Friday thing to do is truly take her in and notice all her changes (not that I don't during the week it's just crazy busy)! But she's changed so much! She's gotten so big in just a few short days! Today she was laying on her back propped up by the Boppy and her Daddy was talking to her and she was actually trying to sit up. She was leaning and doing these tiny little crunches to get closer to her daddy. It was sooo cute! Build them muscles baby girl!
I looked back through her photos last night on Facebook and was completely amazed at how my much she's changed from newborn to infant. What a beautiful miracle of life God has given us. It still amazes me how beautiful life is.
Tomorrow Raegan will be 4 months old! I just can't believe 4 months ago I gave birth to her! Shes the most perfect gift I have ever gotten! And I thank God every day for my sweet blessing!!!! I love her with all my heart!
Raegan had a rough start to her week this week. She has started teething and was really fussy! Broke my heart! She was nursing a lot and waking up a lot! It was tiring on her and me! But the last 3 days she's been much better! Soooo thankful!
Tuesday night I actually decided to try her in the crib. I am NOT pushing it if she sleeps for an hour and cries then fine I will go get her. Its not a big deal for me and honestly not something I'm pushing! She is my child and if I choose to have her sleep with me that's my business! I am HER mommy and I know HER and ME best! :) and that's exactly why I hadn't posted the last three night attempt stories because I don't want to read the commentary! not to mention my puppy dogs slept with me for years! It was hard on me training them to sleep in their kennels why would anyone think having Raegan sleep in her bed instead of with me would be easy??? Lol! Oh and buy the way I was hard core with her sleeping in her crib before she was born! Ha! Then reality sunk in!!! Lol!
But anyway she actually made it 4 hours Tuesday night in her crib! And Wednesday night I tried again and she made it 6 hours before waking up! And last night I tried it again and she made it 8 whole hours before waking up to eat! I was sooo impressed! That's 2 hour increases every night!!! Goo Raegan!
I laid her in her crib tonight too. I hope she makes it just as long. But I wouldn't be surprised if she didn't because she fell asleep before we could do her normal bedtime routine. But here's to hoping! I'll love her either way!!! She's perfect!!!
Yesterday she stayed with Jessica and her baby Sophie instead of Tracey! Tracey had the great honor of welcoming her new niece into the world yesterday! But Raegan did great for Jessica! She even got her to take a 2 hour nap which I haven't been able to since she was a few weeks old. She even got her to take a paci to calm herself down right away. She had a great day with Jessica and Sophie! Oh and when I went to pick Raegan up yesterday she hadn't had her last bottle yet! So Jessica suggested I try to give it to her! I was hesitate at first but thought it best to try! And she took that bottle from me! Made me sad and happy all in one! Bittersweet!
Tomorrow we are going to Myrtle Beach to see the Hysners! We haven't seen them since Raeagn was born and they came to visit her! Since they will be watching Raegan next month for our trip we thought it would be best to have some interaction between baby girl and them before our trip!
Well it's getting late (yep 10pm is late nowadays!)! Still gotta pump and get some chores done then it's bed for me!
Be blessed friends! Life is too precious not to enjoy ALL things especially ALL the little things!
Friday, January 27, 2012
Monday, January 16, 2012
3 day weekend
I'm finishing up my 3 day weekend rocking my sweet girl to sleep. We've had a busy yet relaxing 3 days together!
Saturday Aunt Tracy came over and spent some time with us! And then uncle Patrick helped us take down all the Christmas decor down and cleaned out the garage so I can park my car in there again! Then we grilled steaks out with Pops.
On Sunday Megahn Ray came over and took Raegan's 3 month pictures! She posted 4 sneak peek pictures on her fb page! They are too precious and I cant wait to see the rest of them! Megahn Ray Photography does such an awesome job! I love Megahn's work! She's got true talent!
After pictures we went to Katie's house for lunch and our October moms play date. This time the dads joined us! It was a lot of fun! All the babies are getting so big!
Of all 5 babies Raegan is the only one who can't roll over yet. She can on the couch but not on the floor. Last night as I reflected on it it kind of concerned me but once I googled developmental milestones it didn't bother me any more! Yes, google finally worked in my favor! Lol! But it said most babies don't roll over until they are 4-5 months and that some babies even skip rolling over. So that made me feel better! Drew and I talked about it too and he said it's because we don't put her down much! Which is true, and if it takes her longer then so be it! I don't get to spend all my time with her so if I want to hold her I will! We do get on the floor with her several times a day for tummy time but she always gets fussy after 5 -10 minutes. She seems the most content just pushing up and holding her head up and looking around she kicks her legs a good bit though for sure! So she may just go straight to crawling lol! Who knows! But she has excellent head control, a strong grip, loves putting stuff in her mouth, she's picked up some toys on her own she seems to do that when we aren't looking, lol, she loves watching tv or us cooking, she smiles more than any baby I have ever seen, laughs outloud, and talks and coos more than any baby that I know of! She's absolutely perfect in every way!
But anyway...
Today Raegan and I lounged around all day just enjoying each other! I even joined her for 2 of her naps! Drew even brought me pink roses home! He's such a good husband! I cooked dinner and then we started our bedtime routine! Oh and I must say that Drew always helps me give Raegan a bath! There's only been two times that he didn't help. I love that's it's something we do for Raegan together!
I put her down around 8 but she woke up crying so we are rocking again. It's okay with me because well I don't want to go clean or do laundry anyway! Lol!
I've been sad today because I don't want to leave RG for another week of work! She's just soooo sweet and adorable! She melts my heart with everything that she does! There's nothing better than the love I have for my little family! We are so blessed and I am soooo thankful to God!
Well my sweet blessing is sound asleep again gonna attempt to go get the rest of my work done! :)
* oh and I plan to add pics in the right order and add some more other pics to this but when I'm on on the iPad it doesn't add like they do on the computer! Oh well here's a few pics! Not sure how they will post using this app but I will go back and fix them when I get a chance!
Saturday Aunt Tracy came over and spent some time with us! And then uncle Patrick helped us take down all the Christmas decor down and cleaned out the garage so I can park my car in there again! Then we grilled steaks out with Pops.
On Sunday Megahn Ray came over and took Raegan's 3 month pictures! She posted 4 sneak peek pictures on her fb page! They are too precious and I cant wait to see the rest of them! Megahn Ray Photography does such an awesome job! I love Megahn's work! She's got true talent!
After pictures we went to Katie's house for lunch and our October moms play date. This time the dads joined us! It was a lot of fun! All the babies are getting so big!
Of all 5 babies Raegan is the only one who can't roll over yet. She can on the couch but not on the floor. Last night as I reflected on it it kind of concerned me but once I googled developmental milestones it didn't bother me any more! Yes, google finally worked in my favor! Lol! But it said most babies don't roll over until they are 4-5 months and that some babies even skip rolling over. So that made me feel better! Drew and I talked about it too and he said it's because we don't put her down much! Which is true, and if it takes her longer then so be it! I don't get to spend all my time with her so if I want to hold her I will! We do get on the floor with her several times a day for tummy time but she always gets fussy after 5 -10 minutes. She seems the most content just pushing up and holding her head up and looking around she kicks her legs a good bit though for sure! So she may just go straight to crawling lol! Who knows! But she has excellent head control, a strong grip, loves putting stuff in her mouth, she's picked up some toys on her own she seems to do that when we aren't looking, lol, she loves watching tv or us cooking, she smiles more than any baby I have ever seen, laughs outloud, and talks and coos more than any baby that I know of! She's absolutely perfect in every way!
But anyway...
Today Raegan and I lounged around all day just enjoying each other! I even joined her for 2 of her naps! Drew even brought me pink roses home! He's such a good husband! I cooked dinner and then we started our bedtime routine! Oh and I must say that Drew always helps me give Raegan a bath! There's only been two times that he didn't help. I love that's it's something we do for Raegan together!
I put her down around 8 but she woke up crying so we are rocking again. It's okay with me because well I don't want to go clean or do laundry anyway! Lol!
I've been sad today because I don't want to leave RG for another week of work! She's just soooo sweet and adorable! She melts my heart with everything that she does! There's nothing better than the love I have for my little family! We are so blessed and I am soooo thankful to God!
Well my sweet blessing is sound asleep again gonna attempt to go get the rest of my work done! :)
* oh and I plan to add pics in the right order and add some more other pics to this but when I'm on on the iPad it doesn't add like they do on the computer! Oh well here's a few pics! Not sure how they will post using this app but I will go back and fix them when I get a chance!
Saturday, January 14, 2012
My decision
I am going to go on the trip. I made a commitment and I am going to keep it. Drew wants me to go and I do agree with everyone that it would be good for Drew and I to get away. We haven't gotten away together since our last Sonic trip last year so we could definitely use the time together. Drew earned this vacation and it is FREE so it only makes sense to go especially with our new budget plan we don't have the "extra" money to do stuff like this. I am excited to spend this "alone" time with Drew and see all my Sonic friends and make new friends! It will be fun to have some adult conversations.
I know Raegan will be just fine with Mike and Keri. I think one thing that bothers me is that we can't do a trial run because they live in Myrtle Beach and we live in Columbia. Now I did tell them we need to start skyping because well at least she could start to recognize their voice and face!
I will just miss her and worry about her soooo much! Which many of you said is being a good mom! I just want the best for Raegan! She deserves everything I can give and so much more! Every child deserves all you can give ( & no I'm not talking about stuff, just the inside kind of stuff ;) ).
Now I thank you for all your kind words and thoughts! Sometimes writing is just my way to vent. Probably shouldn't hit post until I've actually stopped the tears huh? Lol! But it makes the reading more entertaining no matter how pathetic I sound right? Lol!
I know people have far worse decisions/problems/situations then me in the world! But that doesn't make my pain any less! When I was growing up I use to think oh how my life sucks! Then when I would read a book (like a child called it) I realized my life wasn't as bad as I had thought. BUT now that I am a teacher I've learned that their are so many different people in the world. We ALL handle things differently.So to me my life was just like a Child Called It. I am very "blue" so what may bother me may be laughed off by say an "orange" or "green" person. Or what may bother a "green" person doesn't bother me at all! So now when i think someone is being petty i don't think to myself get over it I sympathize with them and at the very least listen. Because we all have needs and handle things differently. No matter how big or small! You have to have an understanding of ALL people and what "color" or what "DISC" they are (or whatever psychology term you want to use). We aren't all the same! That's what makes us all unique and what makes us appreciate all the different types of personalities! Having a little of all personalities makes the world a better place! For my IB readers it's what we call "balanced". ;)
So basically thanks to all who offered encouragement! That's exactly what this "blue" person needed to hear!
Have a blessed day!
I know Raegan will be just fine with Mike and Keri. I think one thing that bothers me is that we can't do a trial run because they live in Myrtle Beach and we live in Columbia. Now I did tell them we need to start skyping because well at least she could start to recognize their voice and face!
I will just miss her and worry about her soooo much! Which many of you said is being a good mom! I just want the best for Raegan! She deserves everything I can give and so much more! Every child deserves all you can give ( & no I'm not talking about stuff, just the inside kind of stuff ;) ).
Now I thank you for all your kind words and thoughts! Sometimes writing is just my way to vent. Probably shouldn't hit post until I've actually stopped the tears huh? Lol! But it makes the reading more entertaining no matter how pathetic I sound right? Lol!
I know people have far worse decisions/problems/situations then me in the world! But that doesn't make my pain any less! When I was growing up I use to think oh how my life sucks! Then when I would read a book (like a child called it) I realized my life wasn't as bad as I had thought. BUT now that I am a teacher I've learned that their are so many different people in the world. We ALL handle things differently.So to me my life was just like a Child Called It. I am very "blue" so what may bother me may be laughed off by say an "orange" or "green" person. Or what may bother a "green" person doesn't bother me at all! So now when i think someone is being petty i don't think to myself get over it I sympathize with them and at the very least listen. Because we all have needs and handle things differently. No matter how big or small! You have to have an understanding of ALL people and what "color" or what "DISC" they are (or whatever psychology term you want to use). We aren't all the same! That's what makes us all unique and what makes us appreciate all the different types of personalities! Having a little of all personalities makes the world a better place! For my IB readers it's what we call "balanced". ;)
So basically thanks to all who offered encouragement! That's exactly what this "blue" person needed to hear!
Have a blessed day!
Friday, January 13, 2012
Would I be a horrible mother if???
So Drew earned his Sonic trip again this year! I am so proud of him! This year he is going to Cancun, Mexico! Although I'm excited for this FREE trip it's way different than last year!
Last year when we went on this Sonic trip to the Dominican we were pregnant but we definitely didn't have our sweet baby girl yet!
Oh man, how things have changed in just one year! Being married is one thing, but being married with a baby is a total different thing!!!
Our dear friends, the Hysners, have offered to take care of Raegan for the 5 nights 6 days that we are away! As much as I trust them and know that Raegan will be fine with them I can't help but for my heart to break at the mere thought of leaving my sweet baby girl!
If I go will...
-Raegan remember me?
- Will she still want to nurse when I get back?
-will she be okay?
-will she sleep without us?
-will she take her bottle from them?
-will I have enough stored milk for her and if not will she take formula or half and half, and then switch back to breast milk when we get back?
-how much will her routine change?
-will she become fussy?
-will she still be the happy baby that she's been for us?
- will she be excited to see us or even recognize us when we skype with her while we are there?
-will my milk supply decrease?
-will I even enjoy myself if I go????
I'm just sooooo worried! I feel like she is too young for us to leave her. When we go she will only be 4.5 months old. Thats not very old. I already feel like I'm missing soooo much of her life already with me being back at work! I'm only away from her for 9 hours not 6 days!
I started to google (yes I know bad idea) about mothers leaving their babies for vacation etc. Well many things said go because she won't remember but one thing in particular I read said don't go. That she will have no concept of time and what is 6 days to us will feel like eternity to her. And that she will feel abandoned and that that will affect her for the rest of her life ????
Oh man!!!! Let the tears flow... I am hurting so much!!! I don't want her to feel like that. I want her to be more than just okay! I want her to be loved by me! I want to hold her and care for her forever!
I know my husband earned this trip. He worked hard for his accomplishments, and I'm so proud of him. Its such an honor to even be allowed to go on this trip.
But I'm sooooo nervous and scared about leaving my baby!
So that leads me torn ... Between being a good wife to Drew (he could take someone else but I know we would have to let them know ASAP, we have all ready said I'm going) and supporting his accomplishments or being a good mother to Raegan and meeting her every need?
Would I be a horrible mother if I go? Or would I be a horrible wife if I didn't go?
Will RG look back at me when she has her own child and think how could my own mom have left me so young?
I just don't want to let Drew down on my baby girl down.
Would you leave your 4.5 month old baby???? Your first born??? Your very sweet sweet oh soooo sweet blessing that God gave YOU???
Praying to You God! You know what I stand in the midst of. You know my every thought and my every need.
Last year when we went on this Sonic trip to the Dominican we were pregnant but we definitely didn't have our sweet baby girl yet!
Oh man, how things have changed in just one year! Being married is one thing, but being married with a baby is a total different thing!!!
Our dear friends, the Hysners, have offered to take care of Raegan for the 5 nights 6 days that we are away! As much as I trust them and know that Raegan will be fine with them I can't help but for my heart to break at the mere thought of leaving my sweet baby girl!
If I go will...
-Raegan remember me?
- Will she still want to nurse when I get back?
-will she be okay?
-will she sleep without us?
-will she take her bottle from them?
-will I have enough stored milk for her and if not will she take formula or half and half, and then switch back to breast milk when we get back?
-how much will her routine change?
-will she become fussy?
-will she still be the happy baby that she's been for us?
- will she be excited to see us or even recognize us when we skype with her while we are there?
-will my milk supply decrease?
-will I even enjoy myself if I go????
I'm just sooooo worried! I feel like she is too young for us to leave her. When we go she will only be 4.5 months old. Thats not very old. I already feel like I'm missing soooo much of her life already with me being back at work! I'm only away from her for 9 hours not 6 days!
I started to google (yes I know bad idea) about mothers leaving their babies for vacation etc. Well many things said go because she won't remember but one thing in particular I read said don't go. That she will have no concept of time and what is 6 days to us will feel like eternity to her. And that she will feel abandoned and that that will affect her for the rest of her life ????
Oh man!!!! Let the tears flow... I am hurting so much!!! I don't want her to feel like that. I want her to be more than just okay! I want her to be loved by me! I want to hold her and care for her forever!
I know my husband earned this trip. He worked hard for his accomplishments, and I'm so proud of him. Its such an honor to even be allowed to go on this trip.
But I'm sooooo nervous and scared about leaving my baby!
So that leads me torn ... Between being a good wife to Drew (he could take someone else but I know we would have to let them know ASAP, we have all ready said I'm going) and supporting his accomplishments or being a good mother to Raegan and meeting her every need?
Would I be a horrible mother if I go? Or would I be a horrible wife if I didn't go?
Will RG look back at me when she has her own child and think how could my own mom have left me so young?
I just don't want to let Drew down on my baby girl down.
Would you leave your 4.5 month old baby???? Your first born??? Your very sweet sweet oh soooo sweet blessing that God gave YOU???
Praying to You God! You know what I stand in the midst of. You know my every thought and my every need.
Thursday, January 12, 2012
One more day!
Tomorrow is Friday! ONE more day of teaching and I'll have a 3 day weekend ahead of me!!!! I am sooooo ready to spend 3 whole days with my sweet blessing!!!! It's long overdue!!!!
This week has been okay. I've been surviving. The hardest part for me is at night when I reflect in our day and I think about all I missed with my sweet girl. I've cried a few times tonight. I just miss her so much!
Tonight she fell asleep on me and slept for almost 2 hours! It felt soooo good to allow her to nap on me! Oh how I've missed that! She is truly the sweetest baby! Honestly I've done lots of babysitting in my life and she is soooo happy and smiley all the time! It just melts my heart!
Tonight she was laughing at the dogs. By the time I got my phone out to video her she was already fixated on something else, lol! Daddy got her to laugh though by tickling her. It was the first time she's laughed for us. She's been saving all her laughs for Tracey. Hehe. Sneaky girl! Tracey got a cute laughing video today too that I'm gonna post on Facebook in a little bit.
Sooooo ready for tomorrow! I can't wait till 3:15pm tomorrow! I'm gonna be one happy mommy! I can't wait for all the loving I'm gonna give and get from RG!
I love my sweet blessing more than words can express! All the way to the moon and back!!!!
This week has been okay. I've been surviving. The hardest part for me is at night when I reflect in our day and I think about all I missed with my sweet girl. I've cried a few times tonight. I just miss her so much!
Tonight she fell asleep on me and slept for almost 2 hours! It felt soooo good to allow her to nap on me! Oh how I've missed that! She is truly the sweetest baby! Honestly I've done lots of babysitting in my life and she is soooo happy and smiley all the time! It just melts my heart!
Tonight she was laughing at the dogs. By the time I got my phone out to video her she was already fixated on something else, lol! Daddy got her to laugh though by tickling her. It was the first time she's laughed for us. She's been saving all her laughs for Tracey. Hehe. Sneaky girl! Tracey got a cute laughing video today too that I'm gonna post on Facebook in a little bit.
Sooooo ready for tomorrow! I can't wait till 3:15pm tomorrow! I'm gonna be one happy mommy! I can't wait for all the loving I'm gonna give and get from RG!
I love my sweet blessing more than words can express! All the way to the moon and back!!!!
Friday, January 6, 2012
I survived!!!!
Dear Raegan,
Mommy did it!!!! I sooo soooo did it!!! I survived my first week back!!!!Yay for the weekend being here!!! I am soooo glad to have my first week back at work behind me!!! I am looking forward to spending as much time possible loving all over you my sweet girl this entire weekend!!!
Mommy is so proud of you for doing such a great job at Tracey's this week!!! I will forever be thankful for God putting her in our lives!!!! She really does a great job with you!!!! I am so thankful she is patient, kind, and loving!!!! And she is sooo good to mommy too! I love how she texts me pictures at work so I can see your beautiful sweet face!!! Oh how I just light up when I get a new picture or text about you! You did a great job with the bottle again today!!! You drank two 4 ounce bottles and drank about 3.5 ounces of your third before falling asleep. Mommy is sooo proud and thankful you are taking a bottle!!! Tommee tippee bottles are expensive taste little girl, but you are oh sooo worth it and sooooooo much more! I am just thankful you are taking a bottle when mommy is away!
I got the sweetest most precious gift today for you my sweet blessing! One of my students grandparents made us a beautiful scrapbook! It's got all the pages in it for your first year all I have to do is put your pictures in it! And boy oh boy is it BEAUTIFUL!!!! I had bought stuff to start your scrapbook but never got the chance to start it before going back to work. This scrapbook is perfect! It's a thick corduroy cover original just for you! They were even so thoughtful as to put special poems and prayers in the scrapbook! I absolutely love it! I cannot wait to print your pictures and put them in it!!! It truly is perfect! It's the best gift I have EVER gotten from a student for sure!
Here are some pictures of the scrapbook! I can't wait to go print some photos so I can add your beautiful face to the beautiful scrapbook! :)
Well baby girl you've been nursing/sleeping for an hour now it's time for me to enjoy all your snuggles! I love you my sweet sweet blessing all the way to the moon and back!
Love always and forever
Mommy
(after dinner while rocking RG to sleep)
Back at work
This week was tough I'm not gonna lie. It was not as hard as I had anticipated though. The hardest part at first was leaving her, but that was quickly changed by the hardest part being how much I was missing about her. Fir example, on Wednesday morning Drew told me how he carried RG to the changing table and how when he unswaddled her, her arms when poof and stuck straight up in the air while still asleep. It made me cry when he told me because I could remember the many of mornings needing her to wake before she actually did and the way her arms would do that half asleep. I loved when she did that.
That's been the hardest, missing all the little things that make life everything; waking up to her smiling face, her arms going poof when unswaddled, putting her in the bouncer and watching her smile when I towel dried my hair, listening to her really laugh for the first time, playing with her, heck even changing her diaper (she is so happy and always laughs and kicks her legs when changed her), nursing her, rocking her, watching tv, pj days, tummy time, putting her baby lotion on in the morning and smelling her sweet scent, listening to her heart beat against my chest, her big smile, the way she hides her face in me, the way she brings her hands up to her face when she gets excited, her little eyebrows moving all around, how her eyes got really small when she smiled because of her precious cheeks, just talking to her, kissing on her, and soooo much more! I miss our days soooo much!
Drew has been really good throughout the week. Today when he came home from work he was like are you excited??? Are you excited it's the weekend because now you don't have to miss her. And I smiled but buried my head in his chest because I did miss her and was sooo glad I will be able to spend ALL day with her tomorrow! he took me in his arms and said "let me talk to you like I talk to Raegan... You're sooooo sweet, you're the sweetest mommyyyyy in the whole world! I loveeeeee youuuuuu!!!!!" oh how it melted my heart and made me cry tears of joy. I love my husband! He picks me up right when I need him too! I love my life! God has blessed me beyond my wildest dreams!
Work work
Back at school it's hard. Because I did get changed from kindergarten to first grade this past year. I honestly don't know how I feel about first grade yet. I do love my kids but coming back from maternity leave I feel kind of loss. I don't exactly know where my kids are and I feel like I don't know all that I need to know about teaching first grade. Kind of makes me feel like a first year teacher but worse by starting in the middle of the year. I'm just taking it all in trying to do what I know best. I am working on assessing my kids so I know where to go from there. Trying to find time to get everything done for work is going to be a challenge. I want to be an expert at what I do, a master at my job. I've got to find a way to living a balanced life because being a great mom and being a great teacher both take a tremendous amount of time! Praying that God helps me achieve all that He wants me to! "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me!"
Mommy did it!!!! I sooo soooo did it!!! I survived my first week back!!!!Yay for the weekend being here!!! I am soooo glad to have my first week back at work behind me!!! I am looking forward to spending as much time possible loving all over you my sweet girl this entire weekend!!!
Mommy is so proud of you for doing such a great job at Tracey's this week!!! I will forever be thankful for God putting her in our lives!!!! She really does a great job with you!!!! I am so thankful she is patient, kind, and loving!!!! And she is sooo good to mommy too! I love how she texts me pictures at work so I can see your beautiful sweet face!!! Oh how I just light up when I get a new picture or text about you! You did a great job with the bottle again today!!! You drank two 4 ounce bottles and drank about 3.5 ounces of your third before falling asleep. Mommy is sooo proud and thankful you are taking a bottle!!! Tommee tippee bottles are expensive taste little girl, but you are oh sooo worth it and sooooooo much more! I am just thankful you are taking a bottle when mommy is away!
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| Tracey and Raegan |
Here are some pictures of the scrapbook! I can't wait to go print some photos so I can add your beautiful face to the beautiful scrapbook! :)
Well baby girl you've been nursing/sleeping for an hour now it's time for me to enjoy all your snuggles! I love you my sweet sweet blessing all the way to the moon and back!
Love always and forever
Mommy
(after dinner while rocking RG to sleep)
Back at work
This week was tough I'm not gonna lie. It was not as hard as I had anticipated though. The hardest part at first was leaving her, but that was quickly changed by the hardest part being how much I was missing about her. Fir example, on Wednesday morning Drew told me how he carried RG to the changing table and how when he unswaddled her, her arms when poof and stuck straight up in the air while still asleep. It made me cry when he told me because I could remember the many of mornings needing her to wake before she actually did and the way her arms would do that half asleep. I loved when she did that.
That's been the hardest, missing all the little things that make life everything; waking up to her smiling face, her arms going poof when unswaddled, putting her in the bouncer and watching her smile when I towel dried my hair, listening to her really laugh for the first time, playing with her, heck even changing her diaper (she is so happy and always laughs and kicks her legs when changed her), nursing her, rocking her, watching tv, pj days, tummy time, putting her baby lotion on in the morning and smelling her sweet scent, listening to her heart beat against my chest, her big smile, the way she hides her face in me, the way she brings her hands up to her face when she gets excited, her little eyebrows moving all around, how her eyes got really small when she smiled because of her precious cheeks, just talking to her, kissing on her, and soooo much more! I miss our days soooo much!
Drew has been really good throughout the week. Today when he came home from work he was like are you excited??? Are you excited it's the weekend because now you don't have to miss her. And I smiled but buried my head in his chest because I did miss her and was sooo glad I will be able to spend ALL day with her tomorrow! he took me in his arms and said "let me talk to you like I talk to Raegan... You're sooooo sweet, you're the sweetest mommyyyyy in the whole world! I loveeeeee youuuuuu!!!!!" oh how it melted my heart and made me cry tears of joy. I love my husband! He picks me up right when I need him too! I love my life! God has blessed me beyond my wildest dreams!
Work work
Back at school it's hard. Because I did get changed from kindergarten to first grade this past year. I honestly don't know how I feel about first grade yet. I do love my kids but coming back from maternity leave I feel kind of loss. I don't exactly know where my kids are and I feel like I don't know all that I need to know about teaching first grade. Kind of makes me feel like a first year teacher but worse by starting in the middle of the year. I'm just taking it all in trying to do what I know best. I am working on assessing my kids so I know where to go from there. Trying to find time to get everything done for work is going to be a challenge. I want to be an expert at what I do, a master at my job. I've got to find a way to living a balanced life because being a great mom and being a great teacher both take a tremendous amount of time! Praying that God helps me achieve all that He wants me to! "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me!"
Thursday, January 5, 2012
My sweet blessing!
Dear Raegan,
Mommy misses you soooo much! Today was day 4 back at work. It's been soooo tough leaving you in the morning.
The bottle has been a challenge for you this week but I am soooo proud of you because you finally took 10 ounces today!!! Tracey was proud too! And Daddy!!!! And probably all of Facebook. Hehe.
After skyping with Granny I rocked you to sleep around 8. I laid you in our bed while I cleaned up and washed all your new bottles! You woke up around 9 just to see where everyone was. I got you back to sleep but decided I wanted some more time with you, so I picked you up and we've been rocking in your nursery for almost an hour! you are still in my loving arms as I type this blog entry.
I've just been taking you ALL in. You got a bath tonight so you smell extra smelly good! I love your baby smell! I love the way you bury you head in my shoulder as a way to shield the light from your eyes. I love the way you get a little smirk on your face while sleeping. I love feeling your heart beat against my chest. I also love watching your pulse through your soft spot on your head (even though it does freak me out sometimes). I love hearing you breath tonight you are breathing much more through your nose. I love how when I kiss your forehead you kind of flinch in your sleep. I love how you body is all swaddled up and you look so serene as you sleep. I love everything about you my sweet blessing!!!!!
It's in moments like these that I cherish. Just taking you in. I want to remember everything about you. I hate that I am back at work because I don't want to miss a single thing about you, but Tracey has been wonderful in sending me texts, pictures and even videos of you. It helps comfort me when I am away from you. Gives me a peace of mind that you are okay. It's definitely been tough being back at work but many prayers have been helping and it sure does make me cherish every moment I do have with you. You are my everything and I thank God every day for Him giving you to us. You are my sweet blessing always and forever! I love you to the moon and back!!!!
You are sooo loved my sweet blessing!!!!
Love always and forever,
Mommy
Mommy misses you soooo much! Today was day 4 back at work. It's been soooo tough leaving you in the morning.
The bottle has been a challenge for you this week but I am soooo proud of you because you finally took 10 ounces today!!! Tracey was proud too! And Daddy!!!! And probably all of Facebook. Hehe.
After skyping with Granny I rocked you to sleep around 8. I laid you in our bed while I cleaned up and washed all your new bottles! You woke up around 9 just to see where everyone was. I got you back to sleep but decided I wanted some more time with you, so I picked you up and we've been rocking in your nursery for almost an hour! you are still in my loving arms as I type this blog entry.
I've just been taking you ALL in. You got a bath tonight so you smell extra smelly good! I love your baby smell! I love the way you bury you head in my shoulder as a way to shield the light from your eyes. I love the way you get a little smirk on your face while sleeping. I love feeling your heart beat against my chest. I also love watching your pulse through your soft spot on your head (even though it does freak me out sometimes). I love hearing you breath tonight you are breathing much more through your nose. I love how when I kiss your forehead you kind of flinch in your sleep. I love how you body is all swaddled up and you look so serene as you sleep. I love everything about you my sweet blessing!!!!!
It's in moments like these that I cherish. Just taking you in. I want to remember everything about you. I hate that I am back at work because I don't want to miss a single thing about you, but Tracey has been wonderful in sending me texts, pictures and even videos of you. It helps comfort me when I am away from you. Gives me a peace of mind that you are okay. It's definitely been tough being back at work but many prayers have been helping and it sure does make me cherish every moment I do have with you. You are my everything and I thank God every day for Him giving you to us. You are my sweet blessing always and forever! I love you to the moon and back!!!!
You are sooo loved my sweet blessing!!!!
Love always and forever,
Mommy
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
My busy first gonna be typical day back!
Let's see my day started at 530am (230am if you count my middle of the night feeding). I woke up, pumped, washed all my pumping stuff, showered, got dressed and ready for work, packed my lunch, and was about to leave for work when Raegan started crying. So I feed her and laid her back down, she cried some more, feed a but more until she fell asleep again and then I woke Drew up to give him the run down on Raegan (clothes all laid out, blanket for carseat, diaper bag packed and ready, not forgetting her cooler with her bottles ready to go, etc). Then I cried in his arms for a few minutes of the heartbreak of leaving my sweet girl and out the door I went carrying my own lunch box, school bag, and breast pump tote all before 650 am (my goal was to leave my house at 630 am, ha, close)
Then I drove to school and parked. Walked to my classroom turned on my computer to finish my newsletter and finish setting up for the day. Katie came in to wish me luck and gave me a present. I waited for her to leave and something told me to open it. Inside was the sweetest gift for RG, a new children's bible so that of course made me cry and I chased her down the hall to thank her and I cried in her arms.
I go back to my classroom and then Angela and Teri walk in. Following suit was Fran and Marles and we formed our circle. Angela began praying over us, our students, the new year, me leaving RG, etc. I broke down in tears again in the middle of our prayer circle.
We say our goodbyes and good lucks and I welcome my kiddos into my classroom with open arms. We share new news, practice procedures, and head to lunch. After dropping the kids off I head back to pump, drop off my milk in the fridge and head back to the cafeteria to get my kids. We go back to the classroom set our new years resolutions, and then I take my kids to related arts and I finally sit down to eat my own lunch. I grab some papers and head to the work room to make some copies of stuff I need, go pump again and then head to pick my kiddos up gain and we partake in indoor recess. The end of the "work" day is here as I finally finish up my bus duty and I turn off my classroom and head straight to the door. The work day of course included several texts to Tracey checking on my sweet girl. All of this done by 3:15 in the afternoon.
I get in my car and drive the 30 mins to Tracey's to pick up my sweet girl who I missed ohhh so much! I hug and kiss on my sweet girl and met the father of the three year old who Tracey also keeps. I then nurse RG and talk with Tracey about RG's day. I then pack RG in the carseat and we head home.
We get home at like 445pm and I began making dinner while playing and loving on RG and feeding her and changing her. We eat dinner while RG nurses and then we play with her some more and then head to the bathroom to give her a bath. We start our bedtime routine and I read her 3 bible stories and goodnight Moon and then I swaddle her and have been rocking her for the past 30 mins as I type this blog out all by 8pm.
I am now going to go lay her in our bed and began tackling the rest of the work...that is if she let's me put her down. I must do the dishes, make her bottles, wash the entire sink full of bottles, pack her cooler and diaper bag (with gas drops, forgot those today), and set her clothes out. And I would like to work on some of my to do list for work and of course go to bed at a decent hour (yea right). Haha.... How is this for a day???
Working mom is an understatement! Multiply this times 5 days a week, add in the weekends and add in lots of laundry, house cleaning, grocery shopping, etc. Whew! I'm exhausted thinking about it! But this is my life and I love it regardless. God blessed me with my sweet beautiful baby girl, a great job, and wonderful family and friends. I'd like to say I'm on my way to becoming that Proverbs 31 woman on my new years resolutions list.
Oh and sometime tonight I will add pictures and a short video that was taken of RG at Tracey's today to this blog and will repost on Facebook! Hehe!
On to my third job at 8:18pm! :)
Then I drove to school and parked. Walked to my classroom turned on my computer to finish my newsletter and finish setting up for the day. Katie came in to wish me luck and gave me a present. I waited for her to leave and something told me to open it. Inside was the sweetest gift for RG, a new children's bible so that of course made me cry and I chased her down the hall to thank her and I cried in her arms.
I go back to my classroom and then Angela and Teri walk in. Following suit was Fran and Marles and we formed our circle. Angela began praying over us, our students, the new year, me leaving RG, etc. I broke down in tears again in the middle of our prayer circle.
We say our goodbyes and good lucks and I welcome my kiddos into my classroom with open arms. We share new news, practice procedures, and head to lunch. After dropping the kids off I head back to pump, drop off my milk in the fridge and head back to the cafeteria to get my kids. We go back to the classroom set our new years resolutions, and then I take my kids to related arts and I finally sit down to eat my own lunch. I grab some papers and head to the work room to make some copies of stuff I need, go pump again and then head to pick my kiddos up gain and we partake in indoor recess. The end of the "work" day is here as I finally finish up my bus duty and I turn off my classroom and head straight to the door. The work day of course included several texts to Tracey checking on my sweet girl. All of this done by 3:15 in the afternoon.
I get in my car and drive the 30 mins to Tracey's to pick up my sweet girl who I missed ohhh so much! I hug and kiss on my sweet girl and met the father of the three year old who Tracey also keeps. I then nurse RG and talk with Tracey about RG's day. I then pack RG in the carseat and we head home.
We get home at like 445pm and I began making dinner while playing and loving on RG and feeding her and changing her. We eat dinner while RG nurses and then we play with her some more and then head to the bathroom to give her a bath. We start our bedtime routine and I read her 3 bible stories and goodnight Moon and then I swaddle her and have been rocking her for the past 30 mins as I type this blog out all by 8pm.
I am now going to go lay her in our bed and began tackling the rest of the work...that is if she let's me put her down. I must do the dishes, make her bottles, wash the entire sink full of bottles, pack her cooler and diaper bag (with gas drops, forgot those today), and set her clothes out. And I would like to work on some of my to do list for work and of course go to bed at a decent hour (yea right). Haha.... How is this for a day???
Working mom is an understatement! Multiply this times 5 days a week, add in the weekends and add in lots of laundry, house cleaning, grocery shopping, etc. Whew! I'm exhausted thinking about it! But this is my life and I love it regardless. God blessed me with my sweet beautiful baby girl, a great job, and wonderful family and friends. I'd like to say I'm on my way to becoming that Proverbs 31 woman on my new years resolutions list.
Oh and sometime tonight I will add pictures and a short video that was taken of RG at Tracey's today to this blog and will repost on Facebook! Hehe!
On to my third job at 8:18pm! :)
Monday, January 2, 2012
First day back at work
Soooo today was okay. I cried this morning when I left and when I got to school. Very very thankful today was a teacher workday!!!! Drew called me around 845 and told me RG was refusing the bottle and had been crying for 45 mins so of course I broke down in tears again. Drew was able to make her take half an ounce. :( not much at all. Drew brought her up to work about 10:45 and I was soooo happy to see her!!!! 430 am was the last time I nursed her! so from then till 11am she only ate half an ounce that worried me!!! she is stubborn for sure! I can't believe she went that long without eating that much. Drew decided to go ahead and hang out in my classroom while I worked (and I ended up nursing her twice at work) So I was only technically away from RG from 630-10:45am. So tomorrow I think it's gonna be way worse! ALL day :( I know Tracey will do great job I just worry about the bottle and of course missing her!!!! Tracey you get RG on the bottle and taking it easily you are getting a bonus!!! For real! Hehe! Ahhh tomorrow is the true test. thanks for everyone who has been praying for me during this transition it really means a lot to me! I am looking forward to seeing my kids tomorrow but will soooo be looking forward to picking up my sweet blessing at the end of the day! Please continue the prayers! Tomorrow is gonna be the toughest!
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Maternity Leave is Over...
I am sitting here rocking my sweet blessing. She has already fallen asleep but I can't bring myself to lay her down. I really need my extra cuddle time tonight.
Tomorrow marks the day of my return to work. Maternity leave is officially over and my heart is breaking. I've been crying for weeks but the last few days I've been crying multiple times a day and tonight is the worse. I cannot stop the tears from flowing....
Tonight at bedtime I read Raegan Grace Guess How Much I Love You and I Love You All The Time. Two of my favorite stories to read to her. My sweet blessing, I love you all the way to the moon and back all the time! You are the absolute greatest blessing God has ever given me. I am beyond thankful to God for you my sweet girl. You make my life complete! I have my own precious family now and I couldn't be happier with the life Gos has given us.
I wish I could stay at home with you all the time my sweet girl. I wish I could be that domestic engineer I always teased daddy about but I'm under contract and I have to finish this year out. Maybe next year or maybe in a few years I don't know. God has a plan and we will pray and listen to Him my sweet girl.
I know tomorrow is going to be hard and Tuesday even harder. Heck this week into next week I don't know when it will become the "norm" to leave you so I can work so we can take care of you. The tears won't stop flowing though and mommy is going to miss your cuddles and snuggles and your soooo very sweet smile ALL day long. I am going to miss holding you caring for you and nursing you during the day. Oh my sweet girl I'm gonna miss our pj days and our morning and afternoon naps. I know we will still do these great things just not as often.
It breaks my heart to know someone else will be taking care of you while I am at work. It really really does. I know Tracey is going to do the best job but it's not me...it's just not the same. I am soooo very grateful that you will not have to go to daycare though. I am very thankful you will get that one on one attention with Tracey. She will take great care of you my sweet blessing. She will love on you and hug you like mommy will. She will do an outstanding job I know because God brought her into my life. God chose her and she will be just perfect for you. I'm telling myself this to as I tell you.
Tonight I prayed over you, prayed that you will do a great job for Daddy tomorrow and a great job for Tracey every day after that. I prayed that you would be a good sweet baby girl and that you will take your bottle like a good girl. I know you can do it. You can my sweet blessing. Oh please do so I won't have to worry about you going hungry. I am sorry I failed you in getting trained on the bottle before I went back to work but it was soooo hard to bare to hear you cry.
As I prayed over you and all the good great things I know you will do, you smiled at me... Then you cooed and talked to me and oh how you made my Heart melt. It's like your telling me it's going to be okay mommy. Its going to be okay....
Oh Raegan you are so loved my sweet blessing. Oh so loved. I love you all the way to the moon and back all the time!!!!
Dear God,
Help me. Help lift my spirits, help those around me be a joy to me and give me much encouragement and prayers as the next few days, weeks will be difficult for me. I'm sitting here typing this God and on the radio I hear the song "Do Everything" by Steven Curtis Chapman...
Do everything you do to the glory of the One who made you,
Cause he made you,
To do
Every little thing that you do
To bring a smile to His face
Tell the story of grace
With every move that you make
And every little thing you do
I know this is Your plan for me. Rather I'm holding my sweet baby girl or walking my students to lunch I will do everything I do for Your Glory. I will miss my sweet girl soooo very much God. Wrap your arms around us both, hug us both when we need it Lord. This is difficult for me, much more difficult than I imagined and I can't hardly bare to think about Tuesday when she goes for her first full day with Tracey. I am nervous, anxious, scared, all in one. Please watch over my sweet blessing, protect her and care for her oh Lord. Help me accept this new schedule and help me maintain a balance life between home and work. I praise You, and I thank You for all that You do.
In Your Name I pray,
AMEN
Tomorrow marks the day of my return to work. Maternity leave is officially over and my heart is breaking. I've been crying for weeks but the last few days I've been crying multiple times a day and tonight is the worse. I cannot stop the tears from flowing....
Tonight at bedtime I read Raegan Grace Guess How Much I Love You and I Love You All The Time. Two of my favorite stories to read to her. My sweet blessing, I love you all the way to the moon and back all the time! You are the absolute greatest blessing God has ever given me. I am beyond thankful to God for you my sweet girl. You make my life complete! I have my own precious family now and I couldn't be happier with the life Gos has given us.
I wish I could stay at home with you all the time my sweet girl. I wish I could be that domestic engineer I always teased daddy about but I'm under contract and I have to finish this year out. Maybe next year or maybe in a few years I don't know. God has a plan and we will pray and listen to Him my sweet girl.
I know tomorrow is going to be hard and Tuesday even harder. Heck this week into next week I don't know when it will become the "norm" to leave you so I can work so we can take care of you. The tears won't stop flowing though and mommy is going to miss your cuddles and snuggles and your soooo very sweet smile ALL day long. I am going to miss holding you caring for you and nursing you during the day. Oh my sweet girl I'm gonna miss our pj days and our morning and afternoon naps. I know we will still do these great things just not as often.
It breaks my heart to know someone else will be taking care of you while I am at work. It really really does. I know Tracey is going to do the best job but it's not me...it's just not the same. I am soooo very grateful that you will not have to go to daycare though. I am very thankful you will get that one on one attention with Tracey. She will take great care of you my sweet blessing. She will love on you and hug you like mommy will. She will do an outstanding job I know because God brought her into my life. God chose her and she will be just perfect for you. I'm telling myself this to as I tell you.
Tonight I prayed over you, prayed that you will do a great job for Daddy tomorrow and a great job for Tracey every day after that. I prayed that you would be a good sweet baby girl and that you will take your bottle like a good girl. I know you can do it. You can my sweet blessing. Oh please do so I won't have to worry about you going hungry. I am sorry I failed you in getting trained on the bottle before I went back to work but it was soooo hard to bare to hear you cry.
As I prayed over you and all the good great things I know you will do, you smiled at me... Then you cooed and talked to me and oh how you made my Heart melt. It's like your telling me it's going to be okay mommy. Its going to be okay....
Oh Raegan you are so loved my sweet blessing. Oh so loved. I love you all the way to the moon and back all the time!!!!
Dear God,
Help me. Help lift my spirits, help those around me be a joy to me and give me much encouragement and prayers as the next few days, weeks will be difficult for me. I'm sitting here typing this God and on the radio I hear the song "Do Everything" by Steven Curtis Chapman...
Do everything you do to the glory of the One who made you,
Cause he made you,
To do
Every little thing that you do
To bring a smile to His face
Tell the story of grace
With every move that you make
And every little thing you do
I know this is Your plan for me. Rather I'm holding my sweet baby girl or walking my students to lunch I will do everything I do for Your Glory. I will miss my sweet girl soooo very much God. Wrap your arms around us both, hug us both when we need it Lord. This is difficult for me, much more difficult than I imagined and I can't hardly bare to think about Tuesday when she goes for her first full day with Tracey. I am nervous, anxious, scared, all in one. Please watch over my sweet blessing, protect her and care for her oh Lord. Help me accept this new schedule and help me maintain a balance life between home and work. I praise You, and I thank You for all that You do.
In Your Name I pray,
AMEN
2012
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!
I cannot believe it is already 2012! Boy oh boy did 2011 fly by! It was an amazing year filled with many blessings and I hope 2012 will bring just as much joy and love! I am very excited about watching our sweet blessing grow up!
Every New Years its typical to make New Years Resolutions, so I thought before I wrote my 2012 resolutions I should look at 2011 goals and see how many I actually met! Because I am sure I will need to keep some of my 2011 goals in 2012. Hehe!
Last year in 2011 I wanted to...(what's in PINK is 2011 goals, BLUE is new 2012 goals)
1) God, I would really like to grow my relationship with You. I am not always faithful on my Daily Bible Reading, and I know I need to get better with that. God, please help me to do that. Help me to get up earlier, or stay up later so I can have that precious time in with you. I want to do better, I need to do better. Thank you God.
I do believe my relationship grew with You God, but I still need to do better. Especially with my Daily Bible Reading! I will keep this as a 2012 goal as well! :)
2) Sometime in 2011, Drew and I would really really love to get PREGNANT! :) Yay! God, please bless us with a healthy pregnancy and baby! Our fingers are crossed that by the end of 2011 we may be holding (or at least pregnant) with a precious baby of our own, that we may share You with Oh God.
This resolution was met!!!!!! We got pregnant and had our first baby all in the same year! I can't imagine not having our sweet baby girl! I am so thankful God for our sweet blessing! She was the greatest gift we got!!!
3) God, I pray for the last half of my third year teaching that I can really step it up. I want my students to have the best last half of the year possible. I pray God that you will open their minds and help me meet their needs academically, socially, and emotionally. Help me on days God that I feel like I am overwhelmed and/or at lost. Help me to make a difference in their lives and prepare them for first grade. Help my students God to be obedient, kind, caring, and loving towards one another Lord God. Help my parents and I to have the best relationship possible to help their child grow and be successful! God help my little ones to see You in me. Help me to be all of the fruits of the spirit with my precious students.
I pray this year God that I will get my first graders ready for second grade! I cannot believe I am finishing up my fourth year teaching. With me being out on maternity leave I pray that they are on track and we will continue to grow and learn the remainder of the school year! They are my sweet children and I pray that in 2012 I can be the BEST teacher I can be!
4) God, I pray for our poor backyard. It needs help. We've been "working" on a patio for quite some time now, and I really would love to have that area done so that we can actually use it to entertain.
Yay! Another goal met from 2011! We finally finished out patio thanks to my father-in-law! YAY!
5) God, I also pray that you will continue to surround me by so many wonderful people! My friends and family mean the world to me and I so glad each one is a part of my life. Please watch over us all and help us to have a very safe and Happy New Year!
GOAL MET in 2011, KEEP GOAL for 2012!
6) God, I pray that I will be a little less facebook addicted. Haha...I am quite obsessed since getting it on my phone. When Drew and I do have a baby, I know I will decrease my use some, but probably upload more pics! Hehe! :)
HAHA, still Facebook addict! But its all about my sweet blessing Raegan Grace now!!!!! And all my friends' beautiful babies!!! I don't consider this a goal anymore, LOL! It's unrealistic for me to stop...hehe!
7) God, I pray that you will watch over Drew and I. Help us to make good sound discussions when it comes to all that we do. Help us do well in our careers, our relationships, our health, our finances, etc.
KEEP GOAL for 2012 too! Good one to have every year! Except of course I want to add in watching over our sweet baby girl Raegan Grace! I pray that Drew and I will be the BEST mommy and daddy Raegan could EVER have and that we raise her up in a Godly home!
In 2012 in additon to what's already said above I want to...
1)Lose 20 lbs! I want to be at least pre baby weight if not better! I pray God that I can create and stick to a diet and excersise program!
2) Be the best Mommy and wife to my sweet family! God help me to be Proverbs 31 woman! Help me to be the woman my husband deserves and the mother Raegan deserves to have.
3) Pay off debt. I would love to be able to be a stay at home mommy ONE DAY! It may not happen next year or the next, but I know if we can work on some of our debt we will be in a better situation to make a sound decision. I plan to read Dave Ramsey's book and create a plan with my sweet husband. Because even if I keep working, it still would be nice to pay off debt and save more! God help us to be discplined in our finanicial plans!
4) I pray God that I will also find a balance between home and work. I want to be the best mommy and wife in the world to my sweet family, BUT I also want to be the best teacher I can possibly be. Finding balance between the two is going to be hard for me God, so help me draw the line, and do a great job at home and at work!
5) For years, Drew and I have said we need to create a meal plan. We always ponder over what to cook every night and we end up wasting so much time just figuring out what to eat. I pray God that we will sit down together and actually come up with some delicious healthy meals for our family and stick to the plan.
6) I also want to update my blog at least once a month! And make-up 3 postings from the past 3 months since Raegan has been born!
I think these are pretty good for the year! There's plenty to work on! Hopefully I will accomplish many of them!
God, I pray these resolutions/goals to you Lord God, because You are the Creator! You are my All In All! I pray to You God. I worship to You. And I thank you for all my 2011 goals that were met and all my 2012 goals in advance. You are an AWESOME God!
In Your name I pray, AMEN!
I cannot believe it is already 2012! Boy oh boy did 2011 fly by! It was an amazing year filled with many blessings and I hope 2012 will bring just as much joy and love! I am very excited about watching our sweet blessing grow up!
Every New Years its typical to make New Years Resolutions, so I thought before I wrote my 2012 resolutions I should look at 2011 goals and see how many I actually met! Because I am sure I will need to keep some of my 2011 goals in 2012. Hehe!
Last year in 2011 I wanted to...(what's in PINK is 2011 goals, BLUE is new 2012 goals)
1) God, I would really like to grow my relationship with You. I am not always faithful on my Daily Bible Reading, and I know I need to get better with that. God, please help me to do that. Help me to get up earlier, or stay up later so I can have that precious time in with you. I want to do better, I need to do better. Thank you God.
I do believe my relationship grew with You God, but I still need to do better. Especially with my Daily Bible Reading! I will keep this as a 2012 goal as well! :)
2) Sometime in 2011, Drew and I would really really love to get PREGNANT! :) Yay! God, please bless us with a healthy pregnancy and baby! Our fingers are crossed that by the end of 2011 we may be holding (or at least pregnant) with a precious baby of our own, that we may share You with Oh God.
This resolution was met!!!!!! We got pregnant and had our first baby all in the same year! I can't imagine not having our sweet baby girl! I am so thankful God for our sweet blessing! She was the greatest gift we got!!!
3) God, I pray for the last half of my third year teaching that I can really step it up. I want my students to have the best last half of the year possible. I pray God that you will open their minds and help me meet their needs academically, socially, and emotionally. Help me on days God that I feel like I am overwhelmed and/or at lost. Help me to make a difference in their lives and prepare them for first grade. Help my students God to be obedient, kind, caring, and loving towards one another Lord God. Help my parents and I to have the best relationship possible to help their child grow and be successful! God help my little ones to see You in me. Help me to be all of the fruits of the spirit with my precious students.
I pray this year God that I will get my first graders ready for second grade! I cannot believe I am finishing up my fourth year teaching. With me being out on maternity leave I pray that they are on track and we will continue to grow and learn the remainder of the school year! They are my sweet children and I pray that in 2012 I can be the BEST teacher I can be!
4) God, I pray for our poor backyard. It needs help. We've been "working" on a patio for quite some time now, and I really would love to have that area done so that we can actually use it to entertain.
Yay! Another goal met from 2011! We finally finished out patio thanks to my father-in-law! YAY!
5) God, I also pray that you will continue to surround me by so many wonderful people! My friends and family mean the world to me and I so glad each one is a part of my life. Please watch over us all and help us to have a very safe and Happy New Year!
GOAL MET in 2011, KEEP GOAL for 2012!
6) God, I pray that I will be a little less facebook addicted. Haha...I am quite obsessed since getting it on my phone. When Drew and I do have a baby, I know I will decrease my use some, but probably upload more pics! Hehe! :)
HAHA, still Facebook addict! But its all about my sweet blessing Raegan Grace now!!!!! And all my friends' beautiful babies!!! I don't consider this a goal anymore, LOL! It's unrealistic for me to stop...hehe!
7) God, I pray that you will watch over Drew and I. Help us to make good sound discussions when it comes to all that we do. Help us do well in our careers, our relationships, our health, our finances, etc.
KEEP GOAL for 2012 too! Good one to have every year! Except of course I want to add in watching over our sweet baby girl Raegan Grace! I pray that Drew and I will be the BEST mommy and daddy Raegan could EVER have and that we raise her up in a Godly home!
In 2012 in additon to what's already said above I want to...
1)Lose 20 lbs! I want to be at least pre baby weight if not better! I pray God that I can create and stick to a diet and excersise program!
2) Be the best Mommy and wife to my sweet family! God help me to be Proverbs 31 woman! Help me to be the woman my husband deserves and the mother Raegan deserves to have.
3) Pay off debt. I would love to be able to be a stay at home mommy ONE DAY! It may not happen next year or the next, but I know if we can work on some of our debt we will be in a better situation to make a sound decision. I plan to read Dave Ramsey's book and create a plan with my sweet husband. Because even if I keep working, it still would be nice to pay off debt and save more! God help us to be discplined in our finanicial plans!
4) I pray God that I will also find a balance between home and work. I want to be the best mommy and wife in the world to my sweet family, BUT I also want to be the best teacher I can possibly be. Finding balance between the two is going to be hard for me God, so help me draw the line, and do a great job at home and at work!
5) For years, Drew and I have said we need to create a meal plan. We always ponder over what to cook every night and we end up wasting so much time just figuring out what to eat. I pray God that we will sit down together and actually come up with some delicious healthy meals for our family and stick to the plan.
6) I also want to update my blog at least once a month! And make-up 3 postings from the past 3 months since Raegan has been born!
I think these are pretty good for the year! There's plenty to work on! Hopefully I will accomplish many of them!
God, I pray these resolutions/goals to you Lord God, because You are the Creator! You are my All In All! I pray to You God. I worship to You. And I thank you for all my 2011 goals that were met and all my 2012 goals in advance. You are an AWESOME God!
In Your name I pray, AMEN!
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