Ive got soooo much I need to do to get ready for our Sonic Cancun trip!!! It's actually very overwhelming for me!!!!
At the top of that to do list is loving, holding, kissing, hugging, snuggling, playing with Raegan Grace as much as I possibly again!!! Right now I'm rocking her and she just fell asleep! I'm enjoy my snuggles with her!!!!!
I'm gonna miss her soooooooo much!!!! I've cried five times already today!!!! :( I really don't want to leave her but I know God will have her in His hands and watch over my sweet blessing!
I've had a hard time getting ready for this trip because although I want to go I don't want to go!!!! And not to mention the amount of work it's taking me to get ready!!! I should say to get us 3 ready!!! I haven't even started the true packing yet because I need to do laundry! I've got my lists going and between my daily duties of taking care of RG, teaching, and taking care of the house I'm pretty much already loaded to the max! I'm getting like 5 hours of sleep a night if that. All I can say is thank you Jesus for caffeine! My body runs on it!
I've gotten all of RG's documents together (medical release form, ss card, hotel info, etc). Getting those together broke my heart because I feel like I'm giving her away! :( and plus it scares me sooo much! Because I don't want anything to happen to her and we are in another country! It's one thing if she's 30 minutes down the road another thing when you need an airplane to get to her! :(
I still need to get all her stuff together and I will after I do laundry tomorrow! She's got October babies play date tomorrow at our house (which I'm very excited about seeing everyone) So after that it's game on to knock out my to do lists for this trip!
Not only do I have to worry about getting Raegan, Drew and I ready for this trip but I have to get my students ready. A week of sub plans are no fun at all!!! I really hate missing work! It's way more work, planning, and preparation when I'm not there! Hopefully my kiddos survive! I still haven't finished what I need to do for work... So tonight after I finish typing this and getting my last snuggles in with RG I've got to finish my school stuff. And tomorrow morning make a run to school to do some last minute preparations on a Saturday before our oct moms play date!
Busy busy!!!!
And sometime tonight at least make the house presentable for the play date! Ha!
Always something on that huge to do lists!
I will say I am looking forward to spending time with Drew and getting SLEEP in Cancun! At least I hope I sleep!!! Probably my luck I'll keep waking up! And I'm excited about my reading lists! Hopefully I'll have time to finish at least one personal and one professional book if not more!!! ;) haven't had time to read for me in forever!
But yea guess I should go get started on my mountain of work!
Please say a prayer over Raegan and Drew and I for safe travels and security!!! Ohhhh how I'm gonna miss her soooo much!!!!
Dear God,
Please watch over Raegan Grace! Please keep her safe and well and happy! Let no pain in her life! Let her sleep and eat well while I'm away! Let her have a joyful and happy time at the Hysners and let them take care
Of her every little need! Hold her God and love her as I know You will! Let her feel our love around her while we are away and us her love!!! God watch over Drew and I also and let us safely all return home! Thank You for all You do and for being so wonderful in all Your blessings in our life!!! Especially our sweet blessing, Raegan Grace!!! she's perfect in every way! She's definitely our "good and perfect gift from above!" I love her with all my heart!!!!!!! All the way to the moon and back!!!!!
In Your name I pray,
Amen!!!
